Yeah. Friday was pretty fun, even though I got grounded for not going home that night. Bobbie and me got drunk (She denies it, but she ahd to be) at her sister's and went back and forth between her house and Jason and Justin's house untill like 11 I think. They had an entire bottle of Captain Morgan's and I only remember drinking like 5 shots at the most, straight from a shot glass, and we poured some into our pepsi, but I guess we poured ALL of it into the pepsi, because suddenly there wasn't any left and they said we drank it all. Now, I'll admit, I was pretty drunk after that. So we were at Jason's, left to sneak in and get a bottle of Jim bean from Di's and we got it, and snuck out again and Bobbie pured the entire bottle into 1 can of pepsi, I didn't drink that much of that stuff, because she put in so much it was nasty, but she drank it. So she had to be drunk. We went and were smoking and she kept going on and on about whatever it was to Phil and Jason threw up out the basement window...hahaha. But I Phil knew we were drunk and wasn't to happy. I dunno. All in all, it was pretty fun, if I could show you my memory, I would.
Satuerday my mom called my cell around 4:30, so we went home and yeah. I got grounded, but she wasn't really that pissed after we talked for a minute, cause she starts telling me about how she sold all her plants. (FLOWERS) Yeah, cool.
Sunday I went to Turtle Creek flea market with my mom, and sold flowers again. And those people are crazy. Trader's World is all like, competitive and nice, and chinese andeverything. Turtle Creek is like a big cheap redneck mexican garage sale. (No offenese to anyone)
Today just plain sucks because I'm just sleeping all day. I forgot to do a shitload of homework over the weekend and I think I'm going to fail 4 classes. I have an F in Photo and American Lit. I got a "D" in Algebra, and I currently have a C in Prob. Of Democ. but I'm not doing the end of the year project, which is half our grade. Plus I'm really confused or depressed or something that I can't figure out'and there are a billion and one thoughts whizzing around in my head driving me insane. I started crying in 2nd period over who knows what. I just can't seem to clear my head. I'm really starting to worry about myself. I ALMOST cut again last night, first time in like, a long ass time for me, and my eating "pattern" is getting all screwed up, I'm worried about my annerexia/bulemia disorder coming back, and my grades are all dropping. I don't even know what to do. It's all fudged up inside of my head.
